Natalie has a boyfriend, His name is Bryan. Natalie has long been friends with Bryan, last year, when they went to a school trip. Natalie began to realize that he fell in love with Bryan. Before the trip was over, Natalie take steps to declare her love for Bryan. And Bryan was willing to accept it, they became lovers, but the way they love each other a little bit different. Natalie has always concentrated on self Bryan and very loving personality, but on the other hand, Bryan never thought Natalie exist. For Natalie, Bryan was the only man she loved, but for Bryan, maybe a girlfriend Natalie as a backup only. "Bryan, do you want to go to the movies?" Asked Natalie."I can not" said Bryan
"Why, are you busy?" Natalie feeling disappointed.
"No ... I'm going to meet a friend," replied Bryan. Bryan always like that. Bryan often met the girl in front of the eyes of Natalie, Natalie regarded as nothing. For him, the only girlfriend Natalie savings alone. "The word 'love' is just out of my mouth. Since I knew him, I never heard him say 'I Love You' to me. He never said anything of the first day we go out. Every day, he just gave I a puppet, each day. I do not know why? " Natalie with a questioning in hatinya.Kemudian one day ...
Natalie: "emm .. Bryan, I .."
Bryan: "What?"
Natalie: "I love you."
Bryan: (only give a doll and then return). That's how Bryan neglect Natalie. there was no word and Bryan just give the doll. Then he goes, as being dodged. Natalie received the doll from Bryan almost every day, until the room filled with dolls room Natalie Bryan administration.
Then one day came, the 15th anniversary of the 19-year-old Natalie. When Natalie got up in the morning, Natalie always pictured celebrating his birthday alone with Bryan the garden full of flowers. Natalie was waiting for Bryan to call him. But ... lunch passed, the night passed. and the sky was already dark. Bryan has not phoned Natalie to Natalie asleep. Then around 2 am today, suddenly Bryan phoned Natalie to awaken. He told Natalie to leave the house. And Natalie was greeted with joy, Natalie continues to imagine the wonderful things he always imagined.
Natalie: "Bryan ..?"
Bryan: "Come here take this ..." Again, she gave Natalie a little doll.
Natalie: "What is this?"
Bryan: "Yesterday I forgot to give you the same, so I gave it right now. I'm going home now, bye .."
Natalie: "Wait, wait! Do you know what day is this?"
Bryan: "Today? I do not know"
Natalie felt very sad, Natalie thought Bryan would remember his birthday. Bryan turned around and went like nothing happened. Natalie then shout: "Wait ... !!"
Bryan: "What do you want to say something?"
Natalie: "Tell me, tell me you love me."
Bryan: "What?"
Natalie: "Tell me!" (Natalie hugging Bryan from behind). hope, Bryan could tell that he loves Natalie. But the cold fact Bryan just talk. "I do not want to say it, if you're disappointed to hear, please look for my successor" Then Bryan away. Natalie heard the cry and fell to the ground. "why Bryan can not say love me, How can he be? I feel that he probably is not the right man for me." Natalie cries
After that day, Natalie silence alone at home crying, just crying. but Bryan still can not say love to Natalie. Bryan just kept giving little doll every morning and put it on the outside of the house Natalie. Until the dolls were piled in a room Natalie.
After a month passed, Natalie started school again. But what is seen Natalie really painful, Natalie saw Bryan street with another girl. Natalie ran and returned to the house and saw the dolls in her room, crying Natalie said, "Why did he give these dolls to me, What dolls are given also with another girl?" in anger Natalie throwing the doll. Then suddenly, the phone rang, which turned out to Bryan. Bryan told Natalie to come to the bus stop outside the house Natalie. Natalie tried to calm down and go to the bus stop. Natalie kept promising himself that he would forget about Bryan, and ask for broke. Then Bryan came before Natalie, holding a large doll.
Bryan: "Natalie, I think you're angry, but you really come" (thrusting a big doll)
Natalie: "I do not need it."
Bryan: "why?"
Then natalie took the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Bryan: "I do not need this doll, I do not need it anymore! I do not want to see people like you anymore!".
But unlike other days, Bryan voice very shaky. "I'm sorry" Bryan apologized in a small voice. Bryan then tried to take the doll on the road.
Natalie: "You idiot! Why did you take the doll?"
But Bryan neglect Natalie and take the doll. Then ... "Peeep .... Peeep ... !!!" With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards Bryan.
"Bryan! Go! Get away!" Cried Natalie.
But do not listen to Natalie Bryan, Bryan squatting and taking the doll. "Boom!" The voice, so terrible. That's how Bryan left Natalie. That's how Bryan goes without opening his eyes to say the word love with Natalie.
After that day, Natalie had to go through life with its own covered so profound sadness And after spending two months like crazy, Natalie take one doll ever given Bryan. "Only these dolls my memories with you, I remember the days I spent with him, when we're in love" Natalie racau like crazy.
"One ... two ... three ..." Natalie started counting dolls. "Four hundred and eighty-five puppet" It all ended with 485 dolls. Natalie then began to cry again, with a doll in her arms, Natalie clung to the doll, then suddenly ... "I love you ~ I love you ~" Natalie was shocked, then dropped the doll, then Natalie take the doll back and pressing his stomach. "I love you ~ I love you ~"
"I love you ~" "I love you ~" "I love you ~" The words came out of the doll's relentless. I ... love you ... "Why I did not realize that his heart is always at my side, protecting me. Why did not I realize that he love me this much?"
Natalie then take the doll under the bed and pressed his stomach, it was the last doll, the one that fell on the road, with blood stains on it. and the voice that came out of that big doll.
"Natalie ... Do you know what today is? We've loved each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486? I can not say I love you .. because I was too shy ... If you forgive me and take this doll I will say that I love you ... everyday ... till I die ... Natalie ... I love you ... "
The tears came pouring out of the two eyes of Natalie. "Why? Why? I asked God, why do I have to know all this now? He could not be at my side, but he loved her until the last minute ..." Natalie tearful
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